When I was going through bipolar and depersonalization disorder, I woke up every day longing to go back to the isolation and serenity that I had in my somber looking dreams.
In times of insomnia I tried to depict these dreams to go back. Later, I try to create these scenes in 3d software. I felt a strong desire to create a space out of reality where I could hide. The process of bringing these images to reality relieves anxiety and pain, thus I named it "lullaby".
The experience opened up my strong interest and awareness in human consciousness and spatial anthropology, which have become themes that I continue to explore in my writing and visual work.
I didn't feel like walking out there.
3D Modeling & Rendering in C4D
3D Modeling & Rendering in C4D
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